Archive for February, 2010


kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… after 1 week of sleepless nite, finally NIIED annouced KGSP grantees…

i’m waiting for this result since 4 a.m… i was so nervous… but NIIED only upload the result after 3pm! i keep refresh the page every 30 min.. haha..see how this thing make me crazy! i cant sleep, i cant eat, i even didnt study for last nite korean class mid-term test! huhu… Miss Tiara must be dispointed with me… 미안해요, 선생님…

thank god, i’m not spend my 12 hours for nothing!

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….. see my name?! i really wanna jump over the roof! MY DREAM COME TRUE!! in 30 days more i will fly to my dreamland KOREA!!!

here i wanna say a really BIG THANK YOU to my parents, Tiara 선생님, 규원 선생님 and of course my beloved frens!! thank you for all ur encouragement… haha.. feel like giving seech for award ceremony… kekeke..

i hope i will be strong there… of course it is not easy to survive at foreign country… with different language, culture, environment… but i’ll try to be positive… isnt this is what i want? go outside my comfortable zone and challange myself? HWAITING ZAIZAI!!!



A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.

What do you think were the four words?

The husband just said “I Love You Darling”

The husband’s totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn’t forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don’t multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.

KGSP Interview

i know it’s super late to post this news (blame the stupid celcom bband) but just wanna sharing my experience. maybe next year candidate get the idea how the interview went on. this is actually my email to my beloved Seli Unnie, so it’s in malay…

Hehhehe.. nak start dr mane eh.. ok la dr pintu pak guard Korean embassy tu la…

Sampai je kat pondok guard tu, xyah bg name pak guard tu da tau da name kite.. sbb kite sowang je melayu semalam… yg len sume cine… tanye kat pak guard tu ramai lg ke belum dtg sbb kite punye excited nak interview sampai sejam awal..kekek… sekali pak guard tu kate sume da sampai kecuali ade sowang budak cine ngan kite…

Pastu pak guard tub wk la masuk dalam… cantik wooo interior Korean embassy tu… pak guard tu bawak la g guest room… kat situ ade sowang ppuan cine ngan anak die tgh tunggu turn… anak die br abes stpm bulan 12 aritu… gler la result x kuar lg tp da panggil interview… sebab nervous gler so borak la ngan bdk tu… tanye tinggal kat mane sume… pas ½ jam… ade sowang ppuan korea panggil bdk tu masuk bilik interview… ppuan korea tu serious cute! Rase cam nak cubit pipi die… bile bdk tu da bla jantung kite ni  start la wat acara pecut 100m… 1 badan sejuk walaupon org kat Korean embassy tu terlupe nak pasang air-cond…

Xsampai 15 min ppuan korea td dtg lagi… panggil kite lak… kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…… takutnyeeee…. Dgn penuh sopan santun lg ayu kite pon g la kat second floor… sampai kat tgh2 tangga tu nampak ade sowang ppuan keluar dr bilik kaca… whoaaaaa…. Sgt cantik! (akak ade rase cam lelaki x yg tgh tulis emel ni?) ppuan ni mmg nampak elegant gler la.. tp bukan jenis mak gu jun pyo tu.. tu elegant yg menakutkan… ni elegant yg cam best je nak tgk…

Bende first yg die soh kite wat cam biase la introduce ur self dan cam biase jugak kite xreti nak introduce my self… kite just ckp name, umo ngan tinggal kat mane… patu die tanye tu je ke? Hahah… mane la kite tau nak ckp ape kan? Pastu die tgk application form kite.. Korean education, hankuk uni of foreign study.. pas tu tetibe ppuan tu ckp ehhh, I pon blaja kat uni ni jugak! Kekke… tetibe je die jadi first sunbae yg kite jumpe… hahah… kite siap tanye die amek course ape  kat uni tu.. sekali die amek malay language la.. patut la malay die ok… tp die ckp sikit je malay.. yg len English

Die tanye kite penah belaja Korean ke? Kite ckp la da setaun blaja Korean.. pastu terus die soh kite ckp Korean… siap tanye sok lan tu.. tp bile die rase kite nye Korean ni da critical, terus die tuka eng… pastu soklan die biase la,  nape nak blaja kat sane, ape difficulty blaja kat sane, kalo ade prob consult ngan sape… last sekali die ckp embassy Korean kat msia hanye leh recommend tp lom tentu NIIED kat korea nak accept… so kene la tunggu sampai 25 feb nanti…

Mase kite kuar, ppuan korea yg kite kate cute tu kan tanye kite nape lame sgt? Skali br pasan kite ddk dalam bilik tu nak dekat ½ jam…huhu..mase kat dalam bilik tu rase kejap je…

Tu la cerite kite interview kat Korean embassy… leh wat novel x?

that’s my story. since the interview was same day with jaejoong birthday, i hope he can share his luck with me *pray hard*